Sunday, April 8, 2007

Incarnate Love

I have always been awed by the fact that the Word of God became flesh and dwelt among us—that Eternal God walked beside men and spoke with them in person. But I am just now struck by the fact that Eternal Love became incarnate and physically carried out the greatest demonstration of love the world has ever known.

Rene Descartes abandoned the flesh in his search for certainty of truth, but the eternal Logos who is Truth became flesh. Pious Christians deny the flesh and look down on fleshly love, yet the very God who is Love took on flesh to demonstrate that love to us.

This grand and beautiful paradox moves me with a wonder that is almost unspeakable. Not only all knowledge and all wisdom, but all love was embodied in the person of Christ who washed his disciples feet, who healed the sick—the person of Christ who bore the weight of a wooden cross upon his back, the weight of my sin.

The question I have is, what does this mean for human wisdom and human love? We as humans have been created with body and soul, and God himself did not disdain the flesh when he took on human form. The author of love demonstrated love with his hands and feet, and we must do the same.

Over at The Scriptorium, Dr. Reynolds writes about the woman who washed Jesus’ feet with costly perfume. He points out that this was a physical display of love, and scoffed at as such, and yet it was honorable in the eyes of Christ. It is my hope that, as I walk in the footsteps of Christ, I will learn how to love as this woman loved and as God loves, not only in mind, but in deed.

This Easter, I am grateful for the love of God which has saved me from my sins.

Friday, April 6, 2007

The Beauty of a Moment

It seems to me I’ve experienced a lovely sort of grace these past months. It is the grace of joy—that tremendous delight we find in the beauty of life. It’s that sense of stillness that comes from seeing what is. The trees, the sunset, the person beside me, the melody in my head. The world is so beautiful that sometimes I just have to sit still and soak it up. So often in my striving after that which I have not gained, I loose sight of what I already know and see. In those times I despair because I forget that reality is beautiful and enjoyable. I see it as an uphill toil.

Pascal describes the man as being “suspended between to gulfs of the infinite and the void…a mid-point between nothing and everything.” Man is unhappy because he can see the good, but it is just beyond his grasp. This has often been my experience, but grace brings the good closer to my reach. Even when I’ve not yet grasped onto the good, I enjoy it, and I find a deep happiness in my heart. It is the phenomenon of delighting in the good even though I don’t fully know it. Realizing all that I don’t know, but being overwhelmed by all the goodness that is so powerfully apparent right before me. This is indeed a great good, bestowed, I believe, by grace.

A couple evenings ago, there was a moment that gave my an insight into this delight that I’ve been experiencing. I was listening to my brother Austin play the cello and enjoying the richness of each note resounding from the string. Each moment was so full, so beautiful, that I didn’t need to wish for the next moment to come. This, I thought, was the nature of the delight, the joy, the beauty that I’ve been experiencing. It is seeing ‘what is’ and enjoying that, rather than looking towards ‘what is not yet.’ It is the stillness that we have, the peace, in the enjoyment of the beauty of that very moment we are in.

Last semester, I was given the assignment to look at nature for awhile, and see what I learned about God. I spent about an hour lying under a tree, staring up at the leaves waving slightly in the breeze. I had spent so much time striving—striving towards a good end, but none the less, striving. Yet I was determined to be still for an hour and watch. As I lied there in stillness, looking up at the branches and leaves, it struck me that they didn’t strive; they just were, and yet even in their stillness, they were beautiful—every moment. They were glorifying to God by simply being. Being leaves, so calm and so lovely. I could enjoy the beauty of their serenity, and in so doing, be still for a moment. I didn’t have to wait for the next moment to come, because I was enjoying that moment. This is the same experience I find when I look at the clouds in the majestic sunset sky, and when I listened to the notes of Marie Saint-Seans’ Swan streaming from my brother’s cello.

In our human state, we are in constantly pursuing. There is always more truth to seek, more goodness to seek. Although there will always be a greater beauty than that which we have already experienced, beauty is something that we are able to grasp, to be immersed in, to delight in—to whatever extent we experience it. Beauty holds us in the present moment for the sake of sheer delight.

I think this is what art captures. Art depicts beauty, and causes us to delight. Art forms such as paintings, drawings, sculptures, and music capture a moment, cause us to enter into that moment and stay there. This art impresses upon us the grand beauty of a split second, and reminds us that our entire lives are a great sequence of these beautiful seconds. The sentimental impact of this is, perhaps, unspeakable. It is joy and delight and stillness and peace. It captures the soul, and infuses value into every moment of existence.